| Odd thoughts |
[Jul. 12th, 2007|05:33 am] |
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I wonder why my brain does the things it does. It has been over a year now and still its still in my head, can't seem to get rid of these thoughts that infect my brain. Am I forever damned to pine and think about the so called, One that got away? I try really hard to rethink the situation, stop myself from continuing on like this. I just can't....maybe I need drugs, another hobby....maybe I just need to confront it. Confrontation but how?
Fuck
I now know why people go insane, the opposite sex is a good start. |
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| Reaccurring Dreams |
[May. 20th, 2007|03:33 pm] |
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| | Silence | ] |
Today I didnt want to wake up. The same kind of dream that haunts my sleep lately. What does it mean, am I taking the wrong path. Im over-whelmed with grief this morning. Tears fill my eyes but I cant let them run down my cheeks so I hold them back. I long to have my old life back |
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| The End |
[Jul. 11th, 2005|04:10 pm] |
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Im never using LJ again, probably never again,we had a good run but :-P so if you need to contact me, please use my email Xris@brand-x-music.com FUCK LJ it sucks |
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| HOLY SHIT! |
[Feb. 24th, 2005|10:34 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Resident Evil 4 | ] |
...update...
Rachel Rules <3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|02:27 am] |
Hey everyone
I wanted to post that Transalarm [www.Brand-X-Music.com] has released the second video. The Process is an awesome music video, shot with amazing talent and should be viewed by everyone. Check it out.
I wanted to also mention that the Message Board is now open to the public, sign up to hear the lowdown before everyone else. The message board provides up to date info, Private Messages, personal profiles, image capibility etc.
Xris |
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| Fuck it up Pigface! |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|02:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  energetic | ] |
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| | COPS! the show | ] |
Well long time no entry, felt as though as I sit and wait to leave for a day out on the town that I'd post about the life of me.
First off if you dont know yet I have moved out of my rents house and in with Rachel due to well not being able to stand my parents...they are pretty unruley. Life is good, tough at times, but hey Im not Donald Trump so no worries. Rich is out on tour and is getting back on sunday, it was werid around the house without the guy.
Second off.....Ive been destroying all things videogames lately. I recent got Halo 2 [first day] and GTA San Andreas [Last week?] and I already beat them both. You want some short one line reviews?
As for Halo, amazing game, astonishing multiplayer but story mode is shorter the Vern Troyer.
GTA was awesome, very long game and very addictive, the only flaw was I couldnt make my character look like Morpheous from the Matrix due to crappy clothing options
Dink invited me too a Halo party at a friend of his house, Garth, who is the owner of the spot of land known as the "Compound" I kicked ass but the last match we had I suffered a brain fart and lost...although Dink and I make a pretty good team. I really need to get Xbox Live. I think I may get it today, who knows, I'll ask some questions at EB today.
Rachel and I are great, I love her to death. We are about to spend our second Xmas together, I already know what Im gonna get her, she knows as well damn cat didnt stay in the fucking bag...I've been thinkin about getting a peircing....me a peircing? no way! Hey we are still young things can be taken out and covered up when need be.
I guess that is it, asta bitches. |
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| HALLOWEEN DISTRESS |
[Oct. 31st, 2004|01:38 pm] |
WE ARE STUCK IN THE HOUSE WITH NOTHING TO DO, COME PICK US UP AND TAKE US TO ENTERTAINMENT!
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| Important Update! |
[Oct. 20th, 2004|03:33 pm] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Danzig-She Rides | ] |
RACHEL AND I HAVE REACHED THE ONE YEAR!!! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MUFFIN FACE!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! ONE YEAR MOTHER FUCKERSSSS!!! For all those who doubted...I dont think there are any but if there are....FUCK YOU!!!!
I <3 my Rasberry Almond Muffin!
I hate her cat.
BUT SHE IS GREAT!!!! |
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| Quick Updates |
[Sep. 24th, 2004|05:59 am] |
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| |  groggy | ] |
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| | Accessory- Killing Machine | ] |
* I love my girlfriend, I had a great week with her this week and I just wanted
to say how much I care for her. I love you my Muffin!
* I finally fixed my busted virus infected computer. BOOYAH! Xris-one Virus-ZERO!
* I need money bad....any donations? |
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| Updiizzzzzznate |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|03:17 am] |
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| | drunk | ] |
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| | Celtric-Omega Dawn | ] |
Time for update everybody!@!!!1
Rachel and I are now officially celebrating our 11th month anniversary. I love her sooo much and o celebrate we played a drinking game with Richie RiOT. Ladiez and Gentlemen, I Xris Robbins have officially gotten DRUNK,I am DRUNK......the end...mor eupdates to come, time to go to bed..
I LOVE MY RASBERRY ALMOND MUFFIN!!! |
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| Late Arrivals |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|03:02 pm] |
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| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rich yellin about whores | ] |
This is a little late but it is worth it.
HAPPY TEN MONTH ANNIVERSARY MUFFIN FACE I LOVE YOU!!! |
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| Love |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|09:03 pm] |
Well I never update...and my beautiful Rachel confronted me about this. So I decided to remind you people that Im in love with Rachel and she is the most amazing thing in the galaxy.
Thank you very much and have a nice evening
Xris |
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| ITS AN UPDATE!!!! Savor this moment.....forever |
[Jun. 7th, 2004|04:06 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Goteki- Corrupted Files | ] |
Well life has been pretty good, despite some rocky times with some family issues. Rachel and I couldnt be better...going on 8 months I love her to death. I have been working alot, and when Im not working, Im with my baby. Its funny even the smallest of things have become amazing, like...its dorky...but every wednesday we go to south street to Atomic City Comics, I get all my new issues, and then we go to Quaker Head Toys and look around...I bought her this cute neon pink witch anime thing like last week. Then we do lunch! I love that girl!
I recently worked at the Velvet Revolver show and had the honar to meet Slash and Duff of Guns N Roses. Both really nice people and I got a picture that isnt developed yet. The show itself was amazing.
I worked POD, they suck and thier crew is a bunch of pretentious assholes.
My grandfather just got out of surgery he seems to be in comfort, theres alot of twisted things going on with that to mention here, if you want full details...Ummm. Who knows.
I got a bunch of new Cds as well so here they are and what I think about them.
Skinny Puppy- Awesome....if you havent gotten it yet...your stupid
Seabound- Alrighty, good buy,a little softer then the first.
DieselBoy- Fucking amazing, if you are a drum n bass fan...get it
Omar Sanatana's Hardcore for the Headstrong-Not bad,nothing ground breaking
Imperative Reaction- Pretty good
Goteki's mix cd- good amount of songs....a shit load for a good price
Thats about it though, I miss my woman...I hate coming home, I havent been here in 2 weeks. A couple more hours and I'll be back at Rachel's which feels more homey then here.
See yah at ZZYZX |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 3rd, 2004|05:49 pm] |
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Wow its been a long time since i made an update. Theres been so much going on with work, the bf, the gf. I am officially bisexual. People at ,y work have been giving me a hard time with these gay initiations and stuff. I dont want to d it but its good money i guess. rachel isnt too for it but it pays the rent. shes been hanging out with Will alot as of late. I wonder whats going on with them... anyways. ill update later... Rich is gone for a few days btw, i miss the basterd already. I miss my hello kitty underwear... Why did rachel gotta steal it? |
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| OH BOY OH BOY.... |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|03:09 pm] |
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| | Thoughts of Will are in my head. | ] |
So I have a confession to make...
Please don't go around telling a lot of people. I have secretly been looking at Will in a sexual way for a while now. Tomorrow is Rachel and I's 6 month anniversary, but I really want to spend it with Will the asian and I don't know how to tell her this yet. Will's ass is just so hot and I want to pinch it and grab it. I also want him to give me the Asian man meat, but I just don't know how to tell him yet. Will is so hot and I think that I'm going to break up wih Rachel and ask Will out.
This has been a public service announcement from your girlfriend.
I'M NOT LOSING MY TOUCH ASSHOLES!!!!! I JUST GOT YOU BACK FOR DOING THIS TO ME! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|08:53 am] |
Well today is a fucked up day
its 4 20 everyone you know what that means?
*If smoking pot is your thing go for it....its that time o year again to put it to the man by smoking a peice of the earth...not for me though
*Columbine......all I have to say about this is......coconuts
* The okalahoma city bombing, remember that?
* Rich just told me of some other massacre and I had a brain fart and forgot, hell its 9 am fuck you.
* Also all I have to say is....
So I have dubbed this day.
THE DAY OF CHAOSSSSS |
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| Photo Shoot |
[Apr. 14th, 2004|01:45 am] |
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| | chipper | ] |
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| | My baby | ] |
I was in another shoot recently, pictures will be post...eventually but hey check this out from the shoot...its all I have to say about everything.
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| Happy Fucking, whatever this day is.... |
[Apr. 11th, 2004|05:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Halmark is all a bunch of Nazis | ] |
You know what fuck this shit, fuck my parents, they are a bunch of fucking assholes. My dad is a thick headed cock sucker...reasons?
" Dad I am off from work this weekend so now I can have dinner with you easter sunday"
"Thats nice it'll be good to have you"
"Yeah Im busy all weekend though. Im sleeping over Mike's on friday night so I can get up early the following mourning to go to a video game tournament. So i'll probably sleep over Rachel's that night so I can drive her to her parents since her car doesnt have stickers."
"Thats fine, touch base with me saturday"
Saturday
I go home before the tournament just to touch base, say hi and be socialable.
"Hey Dad, whats up"
"Nothing where you going so early"
"The tournament remember"
"Oh yeah, help me with these matresses"
So I load these matresses into a truck and thats about it. Seeyah tomorrow I go off and have a good day.
So that brings me to today. We wake up at 1 and early time for me and we get ready and drive to Rachel's parents house. Now its about 4 I drive Rich back to the apartment and then procede home. Thinking positively about the experiance seeing that I am never home due to work I havent eaten with my parents in a while. I get home and the house is empty...I call my dad on his cell phone and he is already at dinner leaving me behind. Well wouldn't you know it I get yelled at and screamed at for being irresponsible and Im the one who ruined dinner. What the fuck? Am I wrong here? It is now almost 6...People eat dinner in the evening, you know because it is an evening meal, to be eaten a couple hours before bed? Apparently I was supposed to be home at atleast 1 so I could go eat dinner with them? One he said nothing about a time so I figured....evening meal....should be eaten... in the evening. Two He just called back trying to get me to come over and eat now meaning they havent even started yet. Why not go over...well we were just on the phone together argueing for about a half hour. i dont feel like eating dinner with a bunch of people mad at me, because Im sure he mad me look like the bad guy. Whatever, fuck it, Im going to order a pizza for myself and enjoy this happy fucking holiday to myself. You know whats really fuckin funny, I am apparently on the verge of being kicked out for being so off the handle. YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU! Im a fucking prince compared to some fuckers out there. You know what I really want to start doing mass amounts of narcotics and alcohol, and I feel like going out and gettng arrested just to piss them off and to show them how good they have it. All I do is hang out with my girlfriend, go to the occasional club, and play fucking videogames....wow I sure am a fucking rebel.
HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE!
Fuck this shit.
Atleast I get to pick up my girlfriend later on, she'll make me happy :-D |
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